Sianz.

haiz.. its monday again..
i’ve never hate the weekdays that much before.

but now hate it..
it will be the days that i’ll get really low and down.
it’s never a happy day for me here in this new camp.

i hate the walk into the camp.. but
i love the walk out of the camp.

the moment i reach the camp in the morning, i’ll get really depress..
but when it’s 4.30pm in the afternoon, i’ll feel alot much better as i noe i’ll be out of the camp in 1 hrs time.

heard that ill be taking over the armskote post this afternoon..
i’m really unwilling to sign the documents. but i’m forced to be an armakote man..
yes its FORCED to be one.

i’m really new in the area. and my upperstudy are ording in 2 days time..
so i’ll be like a blur fuck who dunnoe anything, and perhaps waiting to get scolded by them.

why is it that my life turn out this way?

i’m not nagging about the need to serve army. but why does it have to turn out this way?
my life in the ns was rather great when i enlisted. and the best of all is the days in selarang. but why things gets that bad after i came to this new camp?

i’m trying really hard to adapt to everything here. but it looks like i can’t.
i’m able to adapt to the different environment very quickly, give mea the most a week and i’ll be fine with it.. but why didn’t it turn out like this over here?

i’m puzzled too..

i’ve been thinking alot over here.. and i’m really tired with it..
my mind is overloaded with too many stuff.

when are they going to return me my phone? when i ord?
i missed my phone.. and please give me a answer.
dragging on won’t solve the probs. pls do wat u’re suppose to do..

enough said. my mum and aunt had been saying that i’m slimming down again. and yes i can tell u i’m.

of the 3weeks, nearly a month here, i’ve only went for lunch for 2 days. the rest of the days, i just don have the mood to eat. i’m may fall sick anything i think.

now i’m in camp, in the office alone for the day as 2 of them went out with my S4 for a meeting. and i suppose they won’t be coming back after tat. as for the rest, either mc, off, leave or never come.

haiz.. this is a shitty life that i’m going through..
how i wished 2007 will be my ord year. maybe i’ll feel abit better then.

6th sept 2008, how long do i need to wait for it to come.. its seems so far away.
army maybe a learning experience as well as a waste of time of 2 years of ur entire life.

so its either u learn something or u waste ur time here.

for me.. there’s nothing i can learn. its more to a waste of time to me.

the only thing i learn is how to play smart.

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alright i know alot of u are waiting for the post on the S.H.E event in singapore and i promised ( try la~ ) to get it posted up tonight.. sorry for the delay ya.. haha