Life is so unpredictable.
you never know wat will happen in the next min, next secs.
Are we the one who controls our life or
its Life controlling us?
at least i know you’ve tried your best.
its a terrbile and mixed feeling for me now.
no matter wat i wanna say to you is useless.
how i wished i was there at the critical moment, to hold on your hands and see you breathe. but i wasn’t there.
it hurt.. it really do.
still remember the chat we had? saying about our dreams, our future?
both of us agreed that whichever one of us gets into the industry, we’ll recommend one another? saying about wat we may become and all those crappy jokes?
the comments you gave me on my singing? and ur wish of coming to my house and stay overnight?
but i din manage to make it come true.
browsing through ur blog and friendster makes my tears flow like running tap.
i tried to control myself at ur wake, din wan to affect everyone’s mood.
seeing u lying, sleeping soundly there, you still looks as pretty, you’re the sleeping beauty that you always wan to be.
you requested for everything to be white and we’ve try our best in fulfilling it with white roses, white coffin. today is your cremation day, i’m sorry i wasn’t able to be there on time. i hope you’ll understand.
tommorrow i won’t be attending your sea burial as there’s a limit of pax for the boat. what i can do now is hope you’re happy.
We Love you.