Sometimes i wonder if i’m being too nice to the people around me.. too nice that pple are taking advantages of you.. Firstly to make this clear over here that i’m not blaming anyone or watsoever, just need a platform for me to vent out my anger.
sometimes, when i say enough it means enough.. i might be nice to you for once, twice or even thrice but humans do have a limit and when the limits of a person are hinted to you, do TAKE it SERIOUSLY! and he/she is not joking with you! if there’re some stuff that you dislike people doing to you, but he/she INSIST of doing it, what would your reaction be? IRRITATED and fuck the person off right? i’m just been nice by not doing it…
sometimes, there isn’t a need to claim anything.. you do your part and i do my part, help each other whenever we can. something that i dun understand is this.. i might not be ard when there’s stuff to do, but when did i ever complain or JOKE abt it when I’m all ALONE in branch to do what my jobscope COVERS and DON’T when YOU’re not ard? so does it mean that i’ll need to do MORE EXTRA work than you guyz when it’s something that IS NOT UNDER YOU OR MINE JOBSCOPE? and WHY DO WE ALWAYS HAVE TO DO CLEAR ALL THE SHIT THAT WAS ASSIGN TO THE PEOPLE WHOM ARE SUPPOSED TO DO THEIR WORK BUT WENT ON LEAVE OR OFF? hmm.. i would love it too if there are people that are willingly to CLEAR MY SHIT I LEFT BEHIND, IF I’M a BASTARD to do that.
AM PLEASE! I’m not BORN for YOU OR SHE OR HE to JOKE and PLAY ARD like A PUPPET WITH UR HANDS in MY ASS! and I MEAN IT.. DO noe the extent and a limit of a person.. Joking ard with me isn’t anything serious and i don’t really mind IF you know how to respect a person. I might/do not need a respect from you guyz (since i’ve not even pass my BMT!) but basic courtesy will be MUCH MUCH appreciated..
Alright i’m done with my anger venting.. and i’m going to sleep now and start afresh again tomorrow.