haiz~~~..

dun noe why, been feeling very moody this few days.. qin xu xian lu di chao.. haiz… just can’t explain my feelings now in words. seeing both my friends saying about their bf relationship, i do feel sad for them as they might look happy but i noe, they r not.. hmmm, love is something very mysterious about.. u dun noe wat will happen in ur love life. u may be very loving this minute but u may be in a quarrel the next min. haiz… but do feel happy for them as they still get to be wif their love ones.. past is history. how i wish time can go back.. but back to the happy moments i have in my life… its terrible now.. really terrible.. loving someone but knowin that there will be no future in it is really terrible… sometimes i wonder, will remaining as friends better than gettin together? i dun noe… the feeling is just so different ~~~